yeahh .At last .back to blogging .To all those
pple out there who
thiink i am not worth you time can just forget about talking or being with me .I
didn noe what i did my
darlinqq sister has lost the trust on me.And on top of that i feel so hurt that she called me cheap names,i
didn expect .Was i that cruel .I
didn noe .
Ranjini syg is sick .Hope she can well soon .Guru is
beiing missed by me .Starting to feel the love more n more everyday .
hmmm .All those who are still trying to spoil or tried spoiling my
relaionship too bad .Just f*** off
luhh seriously .U just cant break us up .
Tuesday, May 18, 2010
Hopefully giving some time for myself would make me realise what is more important in life .I didn get into a relationship to get hurt or hurt the other party.At times its really very hurting when i sit n think about what had happened.I feel useless.Like i am really that bad ??Haizz.I seriously dunno .TRYING MY LEVEL BEST TO CHANGE.its all for the better .Hmmm.enough of physically n metally hurt .I really cannot take it.It hurts too much .Arghh.Hopefully things go well after few months or even years or weeks i dunno .Just have to go with the flow.School gonna start soon .After that it will be even worse.Argh.Ydae my darlinq ,MahaLetchumi Send me a song name Pookal Pookum.I listen to that song n started to get reminded of hym,Couldn control my tears .So painful..Haizz.After all,I know i still have a small space in hys heart.Ranjini tired to make me happy by telling all the fun times n all But still is only u who i WANT.But i appreciate ranjini my syg for trying to make me happy.I love her.!I LOVE GURUARAVIND .Labels: painful
Monday, May 17, 2010
Why cant u simply understand me .Be a man & stop acting like some small boy .I hate it when u compare with other gals .Yes i noe i may not be that educated but i have common sense ,If u reallly think this relationship cant last then just find a gal who can meet your needs in every way.Siince you have told that there are girls out there who are much more prettier then me then go luhh.In the end inner beauty counts.No matter what happens .You still need to get praise by other gals n all when u alreadyy have me .I seriously dun get it .How much i cry & thiink i seriously dunno .Goiing through all this wasnt why i went on with you .i went on with you cause i knew u could takecare of me well .But i didn knew it would end up this way .
If only god could grant me 3 wishes i will definitely be happy n chose the 3 wishes properly n correctly .Doesnt mean i am used i am cheap .That means half of the girls in s'pore cheap is it .
Guys mentality .Really no comments.You always say that i am annoying & irritating .But thats not it .Its you are sian of me .i tried talking things out with you but nothiing is changing.Everyday fight fight .Maybe u still wanna enjoy life or mingling around with other gals So be it .But just break up then do it .I have tried & still trying but nothing is working out.It hurts to see us in this state. really i dunno .
Monday, May 10, 2010
whatever u told me ,Still hard for me to accept.but what to do since u wanted it this way then so be it .
Friday, May 7, 2010
Ohh man .being ditched by my own blood so so raabak.BUt All Cause of him .Not interested whether u give me back my things or try to recal all the memories .I seriously ain;t botheredYou cant keep up to your promises but i must ?Go to hell.Cause of you my brother n i are Not in talking terms.Thanks .But just get this in your bloody brain .Guru is MY love foreva.I make sure i make these words will be proven .He is the best.Better then you !Nvr change .So damn hurt !
My own brother told me of !Power !Labels: Sadness Over taking me .
Monday, May 3, 2010
I am just at a loss of what i should do .School gonna start soon .Many things in my mind n have to deal with my relationship my parents & friends .Worst still i hate pple who dun understand simple eng.haizz.Being stern in a relationship help at times but we can be doiing that all the while later on we will have wrinkles on our face.Its not meant to be a joke .Sometimes i feel pity for other girls who are going through what i went through before .Feel so angry.Why must we be treated this way .So annoying .I mean u think we gals always have to drastically change fort he person we love .But the person whom we love continues to do his bullshit work behind us .
Nothiing much to say luhh .Just so bored at home .No peace .Haizz.Die better.
Friday, April 30, 2010
bby i just cant wait for me to marry u siia !!haha .I am mad i noe.But madness over u Cabbage .but i just cannot believe 5 months has past soo fast or slow ....Hmmmmmm.
Thinking bby.wow this past 2 days i have been happy.No fights.Hopefully this happiness is forever.I noe pple are jealous over us.No doubt over that.But i dun want u to be unhappy because of me okayy .U shld noe what i trying to say rite bby .
BBY BBY BBY BBY BBY BBY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!111Labels: Love in the Air .